This is WHAT I look like after a serious mode of crying...







it's like, my nose is color PINK.
my eyes are color PINK.
or sometimes even RED.


signs that i'm about to cry:



> I'm biting my lip.
> My eyes are teary.
> I'm holding my breath
> Often, I would count 1-10
but if that doesn't work

> I'll go straight to the C.R. bringing with me my pillow then cry inside.
wash my face and pretend everything is all right.
> After that long day, I write everything in my diary (i need someone/something who would at least listen to me & my diary is my only option.)



What could make me cry?


it's little things really...

When I feel I'm not wanted.

When I got scolded.

When my friend became my enemy (usual stuff, backstabbing, talking behind back, etc)

Movies especially One More Chance & Anak

Onions

Passion Of Christ

and sometimes, I would just cry without any reason.


hey, you've learned something about me. LOL
Congratulations!

Labels: memories, mind

ahm. been wondering.. :|

what hurts the most?
seeing the one you love suffer? or you, yourself.. suffering?
never really experienced it.
but in movies.. yea.. it's always like that.. suffering (or worse dying) for
your loved ones.. arsh.. arsh..

geez. me? NO LOVE LIFE.
uhuh. NONE. ZERO. SING-GLE. (awch)
(as if i experienced having a bf.. ew..)

maybe, that IS something i'm afraid of..
loving someone so much.. but then again.. one day, he'll just go..
leaving you helpless/heart broken

but i guess, that is LOVE ):

Labels: mind, mood